i need to get along with the voices inside of my head
i cannot

išlipt iš duobės

sorry for writing this post in Lithuanian, but i'm so freakin tired of English and IELTS tasks, you cannot imagine.

net nežinau kas čia per jausmas. kaip įmanoma pajusti liūdesį grįžus į namus po kelionės? gal čia kažkokia neaiški ir niekad nepajausta nostalgija?
kalėdos bus arba labai geros, arba labai prastos. sužinosiu egzamino rezultatus. komentuoti kaip sekėsi nebenoriu, nes istorija pasakota kiekvienam jau gal dvidešimt kartų. viskas gerai. turėtų būti.
net nežinau ar aš pailsėjau ar pavargau. galbūt šiek tiek atsigavau.
daina, skambėjusi tris dienas neperdedant šią akimirką reiškia daugiau, nei jos klausius pusmetį prieš.
pasaulyje yra labai daug gerų žmonių. linkiu visiems jiems tokios sėkmės, kuri padėtų pasiekti visas jų svajones. nuoširdžiai.

vaikščiosiu po apsnigtą Vilnių.

diena, kai neišaušo

stuff.
presentations.
tests.
essays.
tasks.
knowledge.
examinations.
planning.
focusing.
reading.
studying.
thinking.

everyone around me is in love. except me.

18

my birthday weekend is over. and honestly, even though I had an amazing time with my friends and will cherish the memories for a long time, I feel so empty inside. My best friend surprised me by coming to visit me.I felt extremely happy. But today, as I left her at the station, I realized I have nothing to look forward now. I mean, I do, but nothing that will make me feel happy. I'm taking IELTS exam next month, UCAS deadlines in January and exams in June. All I can see right now is one thing in my future-lots of stress.

2 hours till I'm 18. Going to spend it with "Friends". This is going to be the most epic weekend of my life. yet.

less than a week

Cause there's this tune I found that makes me think of you somehow

And I play it on repeat

Until I fall asleep

all I want to do right now is to listen to Arctic Monkeys full sound. A friend of mine asked me why do I like them so much, because I used to say I don't like their style. And I have no freaking idea. It just hit. 

When you know who’s calling even though the number is blocked When you walked around your house wearing my sky blue Lacoste

the next weekend is going to be so eventful. so I finally turn 18. i'm tired of thinking about it. But I'm excited as fuck.