Thursday, 31 October 2013

who needs titles when you're drunk

i drank two glasses of red wine and I'm at home on a Halloween night. I hate dressing up. well, I don't hate it. I actually love it, when I have the costume ready. I hate thinking of ideas what to be for Halloween. So today I'm spending it with Hocus Pocus, wine and searching ideas for a birthday on Pinterest. I don't even know if I do want a birthday party. Maybe it's too much of time and effort consuming, but everyone says it's worth it. Knowing me, it should be worth it. Once, a friend asked me what do I want for my present. I said, I want to remember this birthday for the rest of my life. I really hope, I do. Even if I don't find a place to held it.
Checked the meaning of a dream I had last night: a girl dreaming about a bird - new love or meeting new people. boy, I hope that's true.
I'm loosing my mind.

if you haven't seen the movie "stuck in love", you should definitely see it. the name sounds cheesy, but I liked the movie so much, I'm going to watch it again tonight.

Wednesday, 30 October 2013

I missed my blog.
16 days left till I'm 18. Finally. I'm just waiting for the big day. And afraid of what's coming next.
Going to spend a weekend away from home. Excited for new experiences. And good music playing loud.

Sunday, 13 October 2013

Sunday, 6 October 2013

iam sorry

it was just two silly messages that made us not talk for almost 24 hours. For the first time I realized what my life would be like if I have not met certain people. The moments, when something happens and you want to talk about it with the person, and you can't 'cause you're angry with each other, are just awful. I never want to loose you ever again.