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my birthday weekend is over. and honestly, even though I had an amazing time with my friends and will cherish the memories for a long time, I feel so empty inside. My best friend surprised me by coming to visit me.I felt extremely happy. But today, as I left her at the station, I realized I have nothing to look forward now. I mean, I do, but nothing that will make me feel happy. I'm taking IELTS exam next month, UCAS deadlines in January and exams in June. All I can see right now is one thing in my future-lots of stress.